Za3RyN StoRiEs aLwAyS iN tHe RiGhT WaYs

WELCOME !!

This is the PSYCHOTIC pt BLOGGING.. Like to read, but Hate to think about what i wrote. Just be yourself, then u will know what i need to tell.

Just a FANTASY LIFE STORY and what my hearts said about LIFE. Nothing become serious until u want to think about it.

ZAERYN.. _
i'm just a EMO big girl. still searching for the right way to make a dream comes true. without telling the truth, nobody will know who i am. with read my LIFE, u will know how sick i am.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Annyeong~ ^^

Waargghh~!! *jerit sekuat ati*
Im so tired..
today is my 3rd days.. what im doing?
IM WORKING.. ok?! duhh~
Nothing much about this.. my Boss (a Doctor) look fine.. not too harsh... The staff (my colleague) seems like fine too..
Like what i've said.. nothing much.. hihi
so.. just looking forward for next few days.. what will happened..!!

So... Chaw~!! ngee!! ^_^

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Two Thousand Eleven

My 1st post for this new year... 2011~!!!

It's been so long from my last entry right? wahh~ I miss my blogging.. hahaha..
Anyway, there have so many things happened lately.. It's all kinda heart-ache for me.. but still I not found anywhere that I can say it out... sorry.. I'm not so blunt if it's about my own feeling.. I'm not used to say it out loud.. because for me, I'm not see anyway that my feeling would be better if I do so.. hahaha... L O O S E R !!!
So what? I know my own self... For now.. I'm not need anybody else to see my true self...
It's up to u to judge how and what I am... I'm not really care what are u thinking bout me...

So.... enough for now... See ya~!!! ^_^ v

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Happy Birthday


H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

Her....
WANTED!!
NLailiS
14th May 198*

Saegilchukahae... Ajumma~
may God bless u and ur life oso..
smile oweyz..
u r my friend meyh.. dont forget me ne?

and...

H A P P Y B E L A T E D B I R T H D A Y

her..


WANTED!!
*DilaA
12th May 198*

Darl~ love u..
Miss u so much~!!
See u *tomorrow
*coz tomorrow we will meet and take our result.. huhu   
T__T

p/s:: waiting for my beloved birthday.. soon~!!


Friday, May 14, 2010

Good Nite darl...

J A E C H U N S U M I N H O

Good nite my love..
even until tonight i'm still don't get your truly love...
but i'm still put my heart on you...
i will stay for you...
i know that we never been together...
but, as long as you show your love to me...
i will always pray for your happiness..

S E E U S O O N M Y A N G E L


p/s:: I'll keep pray.. don't forget.. we keep the faith.. E T E R N A L L Y 


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Jiwa Kacau

J I W A K A C A U

uurrgghhh~!!
i cant think in a good way now~!!!
i dont know what way im suppose to choose now..

i cant make decision now.... D O N T P U S H M E ~!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Comeback

I'm cold!!!!
because it's raining day out side.. hahaha

*sigh*
after a week i push my mind to make a biggest decision and i've ask some people opinion about it too.
So, at last i make the decision. even though i have no heart with this decision, but i have to do it so.
Okay2.. i will stay by my love side now. even i can't imagine how can i do this, but i NEED to do it just for TWO people that i love in this world. i can't just see him suffer because of me. i can't stand with it. i know that they never show that they love me as much as i wanted, but i do love them so much. kinda stupid though. but what to do. im a big girl. so i need to consider what i think its good for me and also for all people around me.
ARRGGHHH.. im not in the right mind. Help me out from this H**L.. WTH~!!!!
Fine.. i surrender.. i will COMEBACK to you guys for your 'happiness' even im suffer.. =__= "

I H A T E B E I N G A G O O D G I R L F O R M Y P A R E N T S

p/s:: i wish i have no heart. so i will stop yelling to my life~!!!    

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